i can feel the pain in my arm
starting to form
and yet i do nothing
i deserve this
its my fault
i make this pain
i cant take it away
suffering is easy
it just reminds me that im still alive
i know my arms looks horrible
and i could care less
cuts on top of cuts
scabs broken open only to bleed again
yet i tell no one of my pain
keeping it to myself so i will be safe
no one can know
my arm grows stiff i know there is blood
and i still want more
nothing can save me
i cant save myself
