Late at night behind closed doors
no one will hear the yelling
no one will see the tears
no one can help you
these are your parents
they are supposed to protect you, love you
comforted to know your brother and sister are hidden away
with only one warning
"DO NOT COME OUT NO MATTER WHAT"
only five and seven they must be protected
at 10 your their mom their best friend
uh oh mommys home now
be as quiet as you can
she works alot she has headaches
she loves us no matter what
its your fault this happens
the glass starts to break
shes yelling your name
the door crashes open
pretend to be asleep dont move for anything
but it doesnt work
"where are casey and adam"
"where are they hiding"
you say you dont know to protect their lives
she grabs your hair and pulls you from the room
"liar i hate you"
"i wish you were dead"
it doesnt matter your no longer there
everything she says is true
your bad your stupid
"clean up this mess"
glass on the floor alcohol in the air
oh no daddies home now
you start to clean up, to go back to your room
mommy and daddy are drinking again
the fighting starts the threats are thrown
you can hear mommy crying
you have to protect her
runnning to help you get right in the middle
"go away go hide"
when your grabbed and thrown
falling on the floor you realize your mistake
"im sorry mommy help me"
the kicking starts first until its hard to breath
"wheres the others dont tell a lie"
"mommy help me make him stop"
pulled by the leg he picks you up
now the hitting starts until you cant see
"stop crying you baby"
suddenly your dropped everything hurts
laying on the floor, trying not to move
daddy is gone
mommys in her room the door is locked
getting up ignoring the pain you start to clean up
make sure things are neat again turn out the lights
you go try to clean yourself up so you wont frighten your brother and sister
why bother the mirror its happened before
locking the door you go to them happy to see they are sleeping
but you can see they have cried
unable to understand what happens just seeing the bruises
you try not to cry as they wrap around you
"is daddy gone again"
"are you hurt bad"
safely hidden away you keep watch protecting until the end
no one trys to come in he doesnt come back
soon the door will open a new day begins
the bruises will be covered
you just got hurt playing
broken bones will be fixed
nothing ever happened
nothing bad ever happens....
Sunday, January 20, 2013
At Night
Posted by UnicornPrincess at 6:40 PM