It was whispered softly
One ordinary day
It was unexpected and unwanted
'I love you'
Would it be wrong to say I dont feel for you
to tell you your wasting your time
Love is not a good thing
Can you take it back?
You promised to stay friends
but now that has changed
you are like the rest
you take and expect like i have something to give
you want what i am unable to find
by asking for words i cannot say
i begin as usual with the 'Im sorry, its not you'
even as i begin i can feel they are lies
but who am i lying to?
closing my eyes i question what i want
what am i doing here?
why does this feel so wrong?
i am not who you think
and i cant not give you what you want
i breathe slowly, refusing to back down
i look at you waiting for the words
anything that will take the pain from your heart
i want to make it better
i want to let it start over
but there is no going back
i start again but there is no im sorry
i say instead that there is no hope for us
it is not the right time
i want to walk away
instead i look at you
and i know i am the cause of your pain
yet i am preparing to walk away
ill leave it all
to stop this from getting any farther
i look at you and remember it all
the smiles, the hugs
the love we had for each other
i smile sadly
hug and kiss you one last time
whisper softly just for you to hear
'I love you'
and then
then
i walk away
