Mixed Emotions
Im lost in the feelings
of how im supposed to be
no one ever told me
it was ok to cry
i can smile while im
breaking inside
so no one can see my fears
or hear my pain
Im hiding from the thoughts
that flow through my being
everyday, every moment
trying to know which is ok
looking for the ones i can show
forcing back the tears of
desperation and fright
like hiding in the dark
and cant find the light
Im waiting for the time
when ill know my emotions
are mine
to use as i need
so i can cry when im sad
and laugh while i smile
so i can wake up in the morning
and know im ok
