i was born a reject
a nobody, the invisible chil
my mommy didnt want me
my daddy didnt know
mysister my twin my other half
i caused her death, i took her life
maybe if she was here i would be wanted
i grew up an outcast
i didnt have any friends
i ws always different, just the odd kid
maybe i was to quiet, to afraid
my existence was just to be
dont feel dont love
dont see dont object
just be
my existence as a nobody
grew with me, just a little bit faster
friends come and go
driven away by things unexplained
my family fell aprt around me
as i took refuge inside my head
the protection i found kept me here
kept me safe
my existence as i know it
i the nobody, the unloved, the unwanted
yet my existence is all i have
