fat ugly stupid worthless
the words run through my head
just words really but they hurt
just as much as anything else
untrue, true, disbelieve, believe
who is right, voices or more voices
like a broken record, stuck on one song
fat ugly stupid worthless
who tells me so...who yells and screams
mommy can you hear me now
mommy how i wish you were dead
over and over how much you hate
how much you dislike, what did i ever do?
something is wrong with me, but how can i fix it
do you want me dead or locked away
do you wonder why i hide and cry
something is wrong with me, am i a freak
but i can be what you want me to
can i be what you wish
you point out the flaws, how i dont have pride
how you cant know i hate me more than i hate you
but i can be like you i can, i can
ill starve to lose weight and smile when you say i lie
ill throw up if i eat to much, because you say food is bad
ill cut and bleed to take away all the hurtful things
ill scar and bruise but you wont know how
carefully hidden away under my clothes
ill look right through you as you do me
pretend im not there, pretend im not me
am i good enough now, can i like me yet
fat ugly stupid worthless
over and over, again and again
this is my thinking,this is my head
but you dont have to worry, ive already won
i hate me enough to wish i was dead
are you happy now, can you stop now
i really am all that you say
isnt that enough...
