how did i get here, how to get out
whats the pattern, how to learn the tricks
will i make it out in time, can i save myself
the memories flow past, wait i dont remember that
why am i watching this, why can i see it
thats a happy memory, but all the bad ones too
i want to get out, but its holding me trapped
i dont want to see, what do you want from me
i didnt mean to do all that, i was a bad girl
let me out, i dont want to stay anymore
stop fighting everything, you will learn
forgive and forget right and wrong
tell me its not real, tell me it didnt happen
tell me i can just go away and forget everything
tell me i am not trapped here, show me how to get out
how long have i been here, it hurts now, i cant see
images flow through my head, the tears, the shame
what do you want me to say, its my fault, its my guilt
i know what you want but i cant do that
you fill my head but its to late now, i found my way out
i won this round, but its not over is it, you will come after me again
dont make me go away, dont show everything
i want to forget, i want to be normal
but it isnt that easy is it, i will never get away
the dark place calls me, you make sure of that
the never ending circle, the torment the pain
you do it to teach a lesson, that you will make me learn
in the end you will win, and you know it too
and the fights and finding ways out, its just a game
one that will go on forever and ever until someone dies.....
