keep smiling

my head is bowed
my eyes glazed over
i wait and wait
for this to be over
i touch you and smile
while i  cry inside
i do what you ask
while screaming in pain
but still i smile
and tell you exactly what you wish to hear
i like it
i want it
please
please
please
you paid for the words
you paid for the glazed look
the broken body
the smile that lives only
on her lips
pushing on her
and pulling on her
yelling and moaning
while she stares and breathes
remember its a game
no one gets hurt
keep smiling
like a princess
and keep hiding
the deadness inside