my thoughts are jumbled
my thoughts are sad
i wait for answers
i want for direction
and nothing is there
i am left alone
waiting and watching
still waiting for help
still waiting for attention
wanting love and acceptance
and still
all that is available
is shame and anger
the words that hurt me
the words keep me trapped
i am nothing
i am everything
the broken parts
no longer fit together
the pieces are no longer together
the hurts run to deep
the pain can not be forgotten
did i forget ?
can i remember?
i wait for the answers
i wait for direction
but there is no one there
there is nothing left for me