Dear God

Dear God
please protect me today
please tell my mommy ill be good today
please protect my brother and sister too
please make the pain go away

Dear God
are you still there
have you forgotten me
im sorry
i will try not to ask so much
for you must be a very busy person

Dear God
im still waiting for you
im bigger now
i hope you can hear me
will you help me today
it is ok i can wait
i will ask again tomorrow

Dear God
i try to be very good
i try to forgive
i try not to hate
can you help me now
it is ok i know you will help when you can

Dear God
i dont want to bother you
but have you forgotten me
its scary here
can i go to you
are you still there

Dear God
you lost me didnt you
you left me alone
was i to small
not important enough
its ok God
im fine by myself

Dear God
you must have forgotten me
its ok that happens a lot
i wont bother you
you cant help me anymore
its much to late for that

Dear God
i cant trust you
im much bigger now
you didnt help
when i needed you the most
you left me alone