the tears will not come
the pain never stops
i am lost in the struggle
pushing, hoping, waiting
screaming, crying, and praying
wanting to be saved
waiting to save myself
it is behind the wall
where the memories lie
the door is cracked
the lock is broken
my heart is empty
my mind is shattered
together it forms
someone who is not real
together it forms
the truth
and a lie
where protection means pretending
lay my soul bare
there is nothing left to hide
the emptiness consumes me
as i slowly disappear